ROSA

Oh oh oh oh ohhhhh

        

A KAZOO????

I feel a song about light, airy, sweetness coming on. Pink fever.

I've Fallen In Love

with SUMMER


Tom&Jerry
Sleeping in
Ice cream (chocolate)
Lounging around on the couch in my PJs
Making music
Piano tuning
Dexter's Laboratory
The Seven Valleys and the Four Valleys
Target trips
No make-up
Going to the bathroom with the door open
Walkin around in my undies
Sister time
Pool basketball
Back dives
Gilbert friends
Movie watching
Cooking for my mama
Marina time
DRIVING
AZ Sunsets
Taking naps on the couch on my stomach and drooling
Avatar the Last Air Bender
Father/daughter bonding
Feeding Mazzie
Making my room a mess and enjoying it
Re-reading when Dumbledore dies and crying
Letting my opera voice wail in the shower


Seriously, why travel when you've got all that??
Jk. I can't wait for Monday.........HOLY CRAP PANTS I'M SO EXCITED

Heat

I live in an oven.

Lovely.

June Bug

June Junie Juni Juin Junho Junio!!!

In celebration of the 1st day belonging to the month that is all glorious, I cooked dinner for my family!

I LOVE being in the kitchen and making up recipes as I go. The trick is to stay simple.

On the menu: Chicken Penne Alfredo with Broccoli and Parmesan. I also popped some buttered french bread in the oven. It actually all tasted really good!!!

It's been a week since I left NY and I do miss it. There really is no other place like it. This time, I went alone and on my own into the city. Something was special and new about this visit. There was this sense of empowerment within the women walking the streets... empowerment that I'd never really seen in women before. It was inspiring. They seemed accomplished and their style wasn't just clothes and trends, it was expression - a silent yet obvious way to make a point and feel good about themselves at the same time. And, on top of that, their strong strides had an air of softness, independence and femininity. 

The Saratorialist

I'll take her bangs any day. And that cancer stick, chuck it to the ground and smash it with a hammer.


Today I felt like one of those empowered women. Besides my food masterpiece, I recorded a couple of pieces of music with my amazingly talented girls, Deanna and Anjelica. I haven't felt this happy in a LONG time. Note to future Maryam - build yourself a recording studio. Or hope someone else will :P Poker Face

These are a few of my least favorite things

I like girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes but mainly because the white dress is the one thing of my future wedding that I fantasize about .... and the fact that my man will sing to me.


But the following are things I do not like.


1.

If I were to support any kind of war/violence, it would be one against semi-trucks. I'd also support spending American tax dollars on building separate highways for semi-trucks.

2.

3. Cockroaches.

I've just returned from my visit to the bathroom after posting that lovely picture of Delilah. Did my business and stood up to find a COCKROACH in the toilet. I made that noise a puppy makes when it whines because I couldn't scream (little cousins are sleeping in the next room) and I didn't really know what to do so I just stood there in fright. I just peed on a cockroach. Should I be proud or freaked out? I don't understand why evolution favors cockroaches. One day I will go into their DNA, cause a mutation and wipe out the entire species. Welcome to the list cockroach!

4.

Doesn't that man look so content? Just sitting peacefully in a NY subway waiting for his stop. Little does he know that the poles around him are saturated with filthy, gross, disease stricken GERMS from the hands of countless people through out the day. Well, maybe he does, but still. I hate germs, and today on the subway I was forced to hold onto a wretched germ-y pole for the sake of my balance. Therefore, I do not like the poles on the subways.


However, do not fret! We have found solutions to these dreadful things. And these are a few of my favorite things...

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Mmm the Summer Wind

Just for the record... saying goodbye SUCKS and is definitely not my forte. But, if it weren't for goodbyes, we wouldn't have hellos...


T-minus six hours until my flight departs to JFK to visit my little cousins and my amazing uncle. Why am I still up? Laundry. Laundry, I hate you. Almost as much as I hate my laziness when it comes to doing laundry. But anyway, I'll be staying mostly in Hoboken, NJ which is literarily right across the Hudson River and the city. It also happens to be the birthplace of my favorite male artist...





Dear Future Husband,
Please sing like Mr. Sinatra. Please sing to me like Mr. Sinatra on our wedding day. And everyday we spend together. Cool, thanks!



Ok moving on to what's been on my mind a lot recently...
God.



Once while I was visiting my uncle and aunt, I went into Manhattan with my aunt to have coffee with her and her Baha'i friend. At the time (fresh year in HS), that meeting was insignificant... but looking back at it now, I'm pretty sure it was meant to happen. I don't even remember the guys name or what he looked like, but who he was and how he was it and the fact that I saw him for that... it all happened for a reason. That reason wasn't clear until after a significant change in my life, but to me, it just shows that God's been here the whole time. I've just been too self occupied and caught up in the details and my own emotions to see it. I know I'm begin vague... but sorry blog, I don't trust you that much just yet.



So cynical Maryam (yes, that Maryam exists but only in my head. It rarely sees the light of day... poor thing, it's so pale) would say that I'm being stupid and of course you're going to find something like that if you're looking for it. And on top of that, there's 6 billion people living in this world... why would God make something so small like that happen in your little insignificant life when He's got 5,999,999,999 other people to worry about? But emotional/logical Maryam (I know, weird combination right? Whatever, my mind is a mind of its own) trumps cynical Maryam here because emotional/logical Maryam tells cynical Maryam to shut it because sometimes you just have that feeling in your gut. She calls it Faith.

= my inspiration for the different Maryams... AKA my favorite movie of all time.

Looks like I know what I'm watchin' on the plane tomorrow!! Wud up NYC?

My My May

of my middle name

of fresh beginnings

of bold adventures

of incandescent melodies

of anxious dreams

of meditation and growth

of celebrating life

of brilliant inspirations

I do love the month of May

My dear friend Shamim sent this to me...
"Conditions in the world today place an added burden on the shoulders of everyone, the Baha'is included, and the Gaurdian has the greatest sympathy for their difficulties. However he feels that each Baha'i, no matter how tired and over-worked he may be or how pre-occupied with the cares of every day life, should constantly bear in mind the great blessings God has bestowed upon him by enabling him to accept His CAuse in this day. Everything else is transient, our difficulties will pass away, and our lives too eventually, but this eternal gift of Faith in Baha'u'llah will never pass away and will be the source of our everlasting happiness." - Shoghi Effendi, 3 May 1942


Yaaaow! Doesn't that just make happiness and gratefulness ooze our of your pores?

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This is the view from my research lab. :)

Happy May